I am just not ready for her not to be within 5 cms of our bed each night. That hallway to Lily's room has never seemed so long. I don't know how I am going to cope.
With quite a bit of shuffling we could accomodate the cot in our bedroom. However I know that is not healthy, I have to let go and allow Lily to sleep in her room that we have lovingly decorated for her.
The day is going to come where Lily simply has to have her own room, I can't put it off forever.
I thought perhaps I am scared of her growing up, I don't think it is that though as I am loving all of these exciting stages we are encountering with her.
I just cannot get my head around the thought of her not being next to me at night.
The time is rapidly approaching though, Lily is not going to fit in her cradle forever...


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