Emotional

I am feeling a little emotional today. I think it all began this morning when I hurt my back again doing a bit of gardening. I was putting pea straw around the Ornamental Pears and the Pencil Pines.

It just upsets me a little with Cameron's work situation. He is working way too many hours. He leaves home at 4:30am and doesn't get home until 8:00 -8:30pm and in that time he is working long hard days in a very physical job.

Now don't get me wrong I appreciate him working so hard as this allows us to live comfortably and for me to be able to stay home with Lily, however that is not everything.

I hardly see him, we don't eat together, he hardly see's Lily, and I really don't want him to miss out on Lily growing up because he is at work.

I admire Cameron a lot for working so hard to provide for us, yet where do you draw the line?

Over Christmas he is only having Christmas Day off, one day to spend together during our first Christmas as a family. I know they have a tight contract to work to, but he is only human and can't work anymore than he already is.

Then not only that he came home last night and said that the site manager is getting lights in so they can work at night.... that was breaking point for me, that is absolutely ludicrous.

Somebody is going to get injured if they are working so many hours.